Today I am packing my entire family.
The bigs for their stay with my amazingly gracious cousin, Ellen until Maggie & Kylie return home.
Ollie for her stay with us up to surgery & then whatever clothes she can possibly wear as she recovers.
Jade & I for an undetermined amount of days as we sit by her side. We have packed a lot...hoping laundry isn't a need.
I won't lie. Today is hard. I am struggling. I am so anxious for Wednesday to meet her surgeon & hear his words & get a surgery time. I am so anxious for Friday so this is in the past. I feel unsettled. I think this is the most scared I have ever been in my life. I get hit with waves of calmness & strength, then knocked down by fear. I am praying a lot. I am glad we have no plans & I just get to sit with my kids & enjoy them the next two days.
She's sleeping now so I should finish this blog so when she's awake I can just sit and hold her. So enjoy some pictures I took of her sweet chest before she gets her battle scar.
She's such a joy - I just love her so very much.